Winking Stars

Yesterday I drove away from Yang's place using his car without asking him. I was so mad and hurt because I felt like he didn't care for me as much as I wanted him to. And I gave him chances for him to approach me before the drive but he didn't.. it felt like a breakup. But yesterday night he sent to me his blog post. And i think he really has depression. I went to depression website, and I saw his symptoms over there.. I'm not sure but I feel it is, he does too. I'm not sure how to handle this but I know I must. All of his doings are not personal I guess. I need to help him. He says that he feel so hopeless inside, and dead, and no sense of direction. And that he dont know why is he in this world. And in my heart, I have the answer but I know I can't share with him yet, not at this stage.. So now, I just want to be there for him, care for him. I don't think I can help him out of it except he himself (at least the website says so), but I guess the only thi...

We adopted a dog about one year ago. He is a white dog and I guess has some pitbull blood in him because he looks like one. We named him Momo. So he is a jealous dog and always bullies Ah Sir because he thinks that we treat Ah Sir better or scared that we treat him better. We didn't. It was fair treatment at the start but I guess Momo is self conscious or something happened to him at the street maybe that caused him to feel unconfident which made him want to eradicate any chance of him being outcasted. And that's sad because if he didn't do this, we would be able to treat him even better. Well we tried to treat him better than ah sir, but he got even more territorial because he thinks that if we give ah sir even the slightest love, he would flare up. So we ended up not being able to show much love to both dogs in order to protect ah sir and also not make Momo jealous. So recently, I think I know why God brought Momo to our house. Somehow He showed me what jealousy could do...