Day 4 of solo trip
Today I suddenly felt like I'm not in control of anything. I feel like my plan is not going to work. That something is not gonna work. That everything is so shaky there's no sense of peace and security in my heart. And I think it's a good time for me to exercise my trust back again in God. Learn to be more dependent on Him. Seek Him. Felt like a detox too? I think I am craving for companionship now. And it's good that I'm feeling this now because then I'll use this opportunity to pray and seek His companionship. I feel grateful. Something that I read on Daily Bread touched me just now. 1 John 3:20 I"our hearts condemn us, we know that God is greater than our hearts." Whatever our regrets over things we wish we could undo, God draws us near. Jesus smiles at us and says, "Your heart is free." This touched me because I have been feeling guilty that I'm not depending on Him. Not seeking Him. Even in this trip, I tried but always got my atte...