Church at last
So, last Sunday, I finally went to Kingdom City with Charlene.
I guess my first impression of the service was how military precise their timing was. Which is quite new to me. They started worship on time and stopped service on time too because their services were back to back. Also, their sermon was quite short because they didn't want to nag and they know that people cannot focus for long. Well, no complains there. :) I feel it is quite a nice environment. But i wish that I could sit at the back with no one who knows me so that I can be as free as I want. That day, there was this person who founded You Version website/app who gave a sermon. It was quite inspirational. It allowed me to think of what I'm doing with my YouTube channel too. In fact, it should be applied to things in my life. Basically, just do what you are doing faithfully and God will lead the way. That's it.
After that, I decided to join Charlene's Connect group. I was a bit anxious because I knew that I would be meeting the people from my ex church. The people who had made me (perhaps unintentionally) felt terrible about myself and all. But I decided to go because I know things have changed now and it is so long ago and we were young and naive. So, I went today. Overall, I think it is a fun group to be with? I am still a bit awkward and reserved though. Anyway, during worship, I could feel that the group had distractions, but then I could feel the will to push through in order to worship God. It was a good feeling and thus it is my first impression of the group: a group who loves God and despite of failings or distractions, they wanna live through God's words and worship Him.
We learned about being pure at heart today and what caught my attention was when the pastor said that we should see God in the things we do or face. Instead of the negative things (ie the devil). I feel it spoke to me because I know I sometimes have the tendency to see things negatively? And also I was reminded of my brother who messaged me two days ago on the 666 sign (the devil sign) he was seeing everywhere. I really should keep praying for him. They had prayers too at the end and I think I was trying too hard to pray like last time. I know I should not do this again next time. It is okay. :)
Well, Mum seems to be okay with me going back to church. I guess she feels like I need to mix with more people or something. Not that I complain. It's a win win situation.
I guess my first impression of the service was how military precise their timing was. Which is quite new to me. They started worship on time and stopped service on time too because their services were back to back. Also, their sermon was quite short because they didn't want to nag and they know that people cannot focus for long. Well, no complains there. :) I feel it is quite a nice environment. But i wish that I could sit at the back with no one who knows me so that I can be as free as I want. That day, there was this person who founded You Version website/app who gave a sermon. It was quite inspirational. It allowed me to think of what I'm doing with my YouTube channel too. In fact, it should be applied to things in my life. Basically, just do what you are doing faithfully and God will lead the way. That's it.
After that, I decided to join Charlene's Connect group. I was a bit anxious because I knew that I would be meeting the people from my ex church. The people who had made me (perhaps unintentionally) felt terrible about myself and all. But I decided to go because I know things have changed now and it is so long ago and we were young and naive. So, I went today. Overall, I think it is a fun group to be with? I am still a bit awkward and reserved though. Anyway, during worship, I could feel that the group had distractions, but then I could feel the will to push through in order to worship God. It was a good feeling and thus it is my first impression of the group: a group who loves God and despite of failings or distractions, they wanna live through God's words and worship Him.
We learned about being pure at heart today and what caught my attention was when the pastor said that we should see God in the things we do or face. Instead of the negative things (ie the devil). I feel it spoke to me because I know I sometimes have the tendency to see things negatively? And also I was reminded of my brother who messaged me two days ago on the 666 sign (the devil sign) he was seeing everywhere. I really should keep praying for him. They had prayers too at the end and I think I was trying too hard to pray like last time. I know I should not do this again next time. It is okay. :)
Well, Mum seems to be okay with me going back to church. I guess she feels like I need to mix with more people or something. Not that I complain. It's a win win situation.
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